Continuing my dialogue with the infant
As I continue my conversations with the infant, I find myself changing more and more every day. The most prominent change is the lack of wondering how things are going to turn out! This is a great relief.She has also led me to the work of Carlos Castaneda, which is resonating strongly with me. One of the more interesting statements by Don Juan, Castaneda's benefactor, is that the world is made of strings! So the "sorcerors" of the original people of the Americas knew of the string theory from their beginning!
And, like the Cayce Readings, he suggests that we only need to remember our link with what he calls the abstract, which others call spirit or God.
posted by susan gale @ 6:08 AM
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this is so awesome! I am now six weeks pregnant, but all three of the children I am going to have started communicating with me about 2 months ago. My daughter, Sariya, is the first to be born, she is the one I am pregnant with now. She is so amazingly strong, that I'm actually intimidated by her presence. I'm so afraid I won't be able to "handle" her. to Tell her anything :)) She told me she was coming into this lifetime for her father (who I had just met at the time about 2 weeks before her revealing herself to me at a silent retreat) she said her sole purpose in life was to love him like no one had ever loved him before and that she'd chosen me to pass through to him....I think that made me a bit put off at first...see I've always wanted a child...someone I felt would love me for me know matter what...so it's ironic that I have this little girl telling me she's "using" my body to come here for her father....I'm actually a bit jealous, strange huh...I know that my pregancy and being chosen to usher her and her brothers in is blessed by God and part of my mission, I guess it's just my own issues around feeling loved coming up....sometimes as a lightworker, human angel, i feel like I'm a vessel and nothing more. Feels like things, experiences, relationships run through me to fulfill a purpose but leave nothing there for me (I know not true, just a moment of pity:))...anyways it's ironic that I talk about no one made specifically for me (to love me) because it was that conversation with Sariya that made me take a chance on her dad (my soon to be husband :)) who ironic told me one day he feels like he was put on earth just to love me :)))))
Ain't life grand....
As a mother of 3 grown..let me assure you...the feeling of being used by these little ones is part of the terratory....don't dispair that you don't get a child who is here to love and support you..maybe i'll sound cynical but my many years of experience have revealed that LOVE IS A ONE WAY STREET.....it is the GIVING..not the receiving.
.... something like the sun giving off light. Inevitable, natural, "involuntary".
Quite possibly this is the message each child is here to bring to it's mother
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